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Kristin Anne Lawrence

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Kristin Anne Lawrence
December 15,1998
stillborn
my baby girl
Greenacres, Florida
she has a younger 1/2 brother (trace)
Kristin passed away inside my belly a day before her due date (placenta abrotion ).


TO ALL THAT HAVE LITE A CANDLE,AND WHO WILL. I WANT TO THANK YOU FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART. EVEN THOW I HAVE MADE THIS SITE FOR MY BABY, IT IS HARD STILL AFTER ALMOST 10 YEARS, TO COME HERE, SO I WANTED TO SAY THANK YOU FOR THE CANDLES, THEY MEAN ALOT TO ME AND I AM SURE TO KRISTIN TO, SO THANK YOU ALL
LOVE, THERESA ( MOM TO KRISTIN )




Thank you for you time and stoping by to look at my BEAUTIFUL ANGEL, baby girl.!!!!!!!!!



My baby girl Kristin, How I miss you so much. You past away the day before your due date to placenta abrotion, it was not fair. I was at the hospital, and on the moniter and your heartbeat was going real slow so fast, and grandma had to go get a nurse, my Dr said he was right behind us when we left his office ( he sent us to the hospital ) he was so late. I am so sorry that someone drop the ball on you and I. I know you are safe and sound and you have so many loved one's up there. You have cousin that are young also, your great grandma and grandpa's are up there. I know if you are with your great grandma Peggy she is telling you some story's, ( she was great ). Your great grandma picked your plot and casket for you, and I know she did great, mom was in the hospital when we had to do all the stuff for you, and your grandma did not leave me. You are missed and so loved in so many ways and from so many people.
I am sorry!!!!!
I LOVE YOU MY PRINECSS.
ALL MY LOVE angel
love mommy

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A GRANDMOTHER POEM
(for Cynthia Lawrence )
(Thanks mom for everthing )

I have a little Grandaugher, who means the world to me
She's living with the Angels and is as special as can be
And even though she's up there, playing in the clouds
She's still my precious Grandaughter and I am so very proud
Her picture takes pride of place on my living room wall
Ready to be admired by all who come to call
I know I can not hold her, or bounce her on my knee
But only have to close my eyes, her little face to see
I never will stop missing her and wishing she were here
But sometimes I feel, indeed I know that she is very near
So play happily little Grandaugher, you will never be forgot
I love you so and always will, though I miss you such a lot .

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THE EMPTY WOMB

I CARRIED YOU SO LOVINGLY
WITH MY GENTLE WOMB
AND LITTLE DID I REALIZE
YOUR LIFE WOULD END TOO SOON

I NEVER GOT THE CHANCE TO SAY
" I LOVE YU LITTLE ONE "
BEFORE I HELD YOU IN MY ARMS
YOUR LIFE ON EARTH WAS DONE

THE GRIEF IS INDESCRIBABLE
TO LOSE A CHILD THIS WAY
ALL THE MANY HOPES AND DREAMS
JUST VANISHED ON THAT DAY

I KNOW I'LL SEE THE SUN SHINE BRIGHT
UPON MY BABIES FACE
WHEN I FINALLY GET TO HEAVEN
MY PAIN WILL BE ERASED
WE'LL SOAR THE SKIES TOGETHER
AS ANGELS TWO BY TWO
WE'LL HAVE A SWEET RENUNION
A MOTHERS DREAM COME TRUE
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AN ANGEL NEVER DIES

Don't let them say I wasn't born,
That something stopped my heart
I felt each tender squeeze you gave,
I've loved you from the start.
Although my body you can't hold,
It doesn't mean I'm gone,
This world was worthy not of me,
God chose that I move on.
I know the pain that drowns your soul,
What you are forced to face.
You have my word, I'll fill your arms,
Someday we will embrace.
You'll hear that it was "meant to be
God doesn't make mistakes,"
But that won't soften your worst blow,
Or make your heart not ache.
I'm watching over all you do,
Another child you'll bear,
Believe me when I say to you,
That I am always there
There will come a time, I promise you
When you will hold my hand,
Stroke my face and kiss my lips,
And you'll understand.
Although I've never breathed your air,
Or gazed into your eyes
That doesn't mean I never "was"
An angel never dies.

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My Mom is a Survivor

My mom is a survivor,
Or so I have heard it said.
But I can hear her crying
When all others are in bed.
I watch her lay awake at night
And go to hold her hand.
She doesn’t know I’m with her
To help her understand.
But like the sands upon the beach
That never wash away…..
I watch over my surviving mom,
Who thinks of me each day.
She wares a smile for others……
A smile of disguise .
But through heaven’s open door
I see tears flowing from her eyes
My mom tries to cope with my death
To keep my memory alive.
But to anyone who knows her
Knows it’s her way to survive.
As I watch over my surviving mom
Through heaven’s open door….
I try to tell her
Angels protect me forevermore.
I know that doesn’t help her….
Or ease the burden she bears.
So if you get a chance, talk to her….
And show her that you care.
For no matter what she says….
No matter what she feels.
My surviving mom has a broken heart
That time won’t ever heal.
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CAN I STILL BE A MOTHER

I thought of you and closed my eyes
And prayed to God today
I asked "What makes a Mother?"
And I know I heard him say
A Mother has a baby
This we know is true
But, God, can you be a mother
When your baby's not with you?

Yes, you can he replied
With confidence in his voice
I give many women babies
When they leave it is not their choice
Some I send for a lifetime
And others for the day
And some I send to feel your womb
But there's no need to stay

I just don't understand this God
I want my baby here

He took a breath
and cleared his throat
And then I saw a tear
I wish I could show you
What your child is doing today
If you could see your child smile
With other children and say
"We go to earth to learn our lessons
of love and life and fear
My mummy loved me so much
I got to come straight here
I feel so lucky to have a Mum who had so much love for me
I learned my lessons very quickly
My Mummy set me free.

I miss my Mummy oh so much
But I visit her each day
When she goes to sleep
On her pillows where I lay
I stroke her hair and kiss her cheek
And whisper in her ear
Mummy don't be sad today
I'm your baby and I am here"

So you see my dear sweet one
Your children are okay
Your babies are here in My home
And this is where they'll stay
They'll wait for you with Me
Until your lessons are through
And on the day you come home
they'll be at the gates for you

So now you see
What makes a Mother
It's the feeling in your heart
It's the love you had so much of
Right from the very start
Though some on earth
May not realize
Until their time is done
Remember all the love you have
And know that you are
A Special Mum
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MY SPECIAL ANGEL

There is a special Angel in Heaven
that is a part of me.
It is not where I wanted her
but where God wanted her to be.

She was here but just a moment
like a night time shooting star.
And though she is in Heaven
she isn't very far.

She touched the heart of many
like only an Angel can do.
I would've held her every minute
if the end I only knew.

So I send this special message
to the Heavens up above.
Please take care of my Angel
and send her all my love.
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To my ANGEL

If I could catch a rainbow
I would do it just for you

And share with you its beauty
On the days you're feeling blue.

If I could build a mountain
You could call your very own;

A place to find serenity,
A place to be alone.

If I could take your troubles
I would toss them in the sea,

But all these things I'm finding
are impossible for me.

I cannot build a mountain
Or catch a rainbow fair.
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NO MATTER WHAT YOU ARE A BEAUTIFUL MOMMY

"Beautiful Mommies!"

Before I was a Mom I never learned the words to a lullaby.
I never thought about immunizations.
Before I was a Mom - I had never been
puked on.
Pooped on.
Drooled on.
Chewed on.
Peed on.
I had complete control of my mind and my thoughts.
I slept all night.
I never looked into teary eyes and cried.
I never got gloriously happy over a simple little grin.
I never sat up for hours watching a baby sleep.
I never felt my heart break into a million pieces when I couldn't stop the hurt.
I never knew that something so small could affect my life so much.
I never knew that I could love someone so much.
I never knew I would love being a Mom.
Before I was a Mom - I didn't know the feeling of having my heart outside my body.
I didn't know that bond between a mother and her child.
I didn't know that something so small could make me feel so important and happy.
I had never known the warmth, The joy, The love, The heartache, The wonderment or the satisfaction of being a Mom.
I didn't know I was capable of feeling so much before I was a Mom.
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SWEETHEART

HAY HONEY,
WELL MOMMY GOT HER RESULTS BACK, AND I HAVE THE BRACA GENE, WHICH MEANS I HAVE A 80% CHANCE OF GETTING BREAST AND OVERIAN CANCER, IF YOU WERE HERE, YOU WOULD HAVE TO GET TESTED ALSO. IT COMES FROM GRANDMA'S SIDE. PLEAS KEEP WATCH OVER ALL OF US. GRANDMA GOT HER RESULTS BACK THE OTHER WEEK AND SHE IS CLEAN FROM CANCER, SO KEEP WATCHING OVER HER, SHE HAS HAD ALONG ROAD. OK SWEETIE.
LOVE AND MISS YU WITH ALL MY HEART.
MOMMY
XOXOXOXOXOXOXOX

Theresa Mommy to Kristin (Mom)
4 weeks ago

KRISTIN

Kristin,
I know it has been awhile sence I have wrote to you, but I do come by all the time, you are always with me. Mommy got a new job and is back working at a day care, if it was not for you I would never have gotten my linces to do that. Trace is doing great he is almost done with kindergarden, a week and 3 day left of school, i hope he passes. Ladygirl is prago, and we should have puppies soon I hope within 24 hr to 48 hrs, they are going to be so cute and small. Well honey just want to fill you in.
Keep you fingers crossed for your brother tomorrow he has a big test tomorrow. And grandma knew you were there the other night when she was on the phone with Dori, she loves and misses you also.
All my love
love mommy

Theresa Mommy to Kristin (Mom)
May 23, 2008, 12:00 am

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Theresa Mommy to Kristin (Mom)
September 27, 2007, 12:00 am

God makes little children
He makes them every day
And though He loves them dearly
He gives them all away.

He gives each to an angel
And says take baby down
To such and such a mother
In such and such a town.

Or such and such a cottage
In such and such a place.
He gives the angel with it
A big soul full of grace.

God does so love those children
It's all that He can do
To let the Angel take them
But he loves the mother's too.

And so he says I'll lend you
This little one of mine
The angel folds it's love
About the special gift divine.

The angel watches over
The child both day and night
So glad to see that lovely soul
All shining in God's light

God makes so many children
And every now and then
He seems to want one specially
We don't know why or when

He whispers to its Angel
Bring the child back to me
The angel sees a lovely sight
That someday we may see

It sees the souls of mothers
And fathers in God's light
Offering him tiny children
Whose souls are shining bright

God does so love those children
Whos souls are never dim
And how he loves those parents
Who give them back to him.
~ Author unknown

Tricia Donaldson Kierans mum
August 20, 2007, 12:00 am

MY ANGEL

MY DARLIN ANGEL,
IT HAS BEEN A FEW WEEKS, IT HAS BEEN CRAZY HERE.
YOUR LITTLE BROTHE STARTS SCHOOL ON MONDAY, CAN YOU BELIVE IT, I KEEP THINKING HOW YOU MISSED SCHOOL AND HOW I NEVER GOT TO SEND YOU OFF IN TO THE WORLD, YOU WOULD BE IN 3RD GRADE, IT IS SO WORIED.... GRANDMA IS DOING GOOD, SHE STARTED HER RADITION THE OTHER WEEK, HER BLOOD HAS BEEN UP AND DOWN BUT GOOS DO FAR THIS WEEK I HOPE YOU CAN HELP HER ON THAT, SHE IS SO TIRED ALL THE TIME.
BUT ALL IS WELL JUST BEEN VERY BUSY AND I NEVER FORGET ABOUT YOU..
I LOVE YOU ANGLE
ALL MY LOVE MOMMY
X-O-X-O-

Theresa Mommy to Kristin (Mom)
August 19, 2007, 12:00 am

GRANDPA

HELLO MY ANGEL, WELL GRANDPA IS LIVEING FOR VIRGINA TO WORK TOMORROW. I WILL MISS HIM. I HAVE GOT USED TO HIM BEING HERE. WATCH OVER HIM WHY HE TAKE HIS LONG DRIVE, PLEASE KEEP HIM SAFE, AND SOUND. IF YOU NEED HELP ASK YOUR GREAT GRANDMA SHE WILL HELP YOU I PROMISE.
WELL HONEY I LOVE AND MISS YOU MY SUNSHINE.
ALL MY LOVE MOMMY
X-O-X-O-X-O

Theresa Mommy to Kristin (Mom)
July 8, 2007, 12:00 am

SORRY

HELLO MY ANGEL. SORRY I DID NOT WRITE YESTERDAY I WAS AT GRANDMAS. SHE IS DOING SO MUCH BTTER, NO MORE SHOTS AND NO MORE CHEMO FOR NOW. NOW SHE HAS HER RADISATION AND HER RESPTIVE TO COME, THEN SHE WILL BE DONE WE HOPE. HAPPY 4TH OF JULY. SORRY I AM A DAY LATE, BUT YOU WERE WITH ME. I HOPE YOU ENJOYED ALL THE FIREWORKS, THEY WERE PRETTY. WELL BABY I WANTED TO SAY SORRY FOR NOT COMING YESTERDAY BUT YOU WERE IN MY HEART.
ALL MY LOVE MOMMY
NIGHT NIGHT SWEETIE.
I LOVE AND MISS YOU!!!!!!!

Theresa Mommy to Kristin (Mom)
July 6, 2007, 12:00 am

just wanted to say

Well honey, today is my Birthday. I can not believe another year has gone by, with out you here. Today I will have candels on my cake and a wish I will make will be the same, I wish my little girl was here, I wish I had just 5 mins with her to tell you in person evething I write, that i love you and miss you, or just to rock you, hold you, just 5 mins. I pray that she is safe and loved as much as i love her. Please pertect her, as I feel I failed to, even thought it was not my fault. Well haoney I love you and miss you.
Good night sweetie, see you in my dreams.
I LOVE YOU
LOVE MOMMY

Theresa Mommy to Kristin (Mom)
July 1, 2007, 12:00 am

LOVE AND MISS YOU

JUST WANT TO SAY I LOVE YOU. KEEP US ALL SAFE, DOWN HERE. THANK YOU FOR BEING SUCH A BIG SISTER TO TRACE HE SAYS HE SEE YOU ALL THE TIME.
I LOVE AND MISS YOU BABY!!!!
GOODNIGHT AND SLEEP TIGHT!!!
SEE YOU IN MY DREAMS, FEEL YOU IN HE SUNSHINE, RAIN,AND THE WIND.
I WILL SMELL YOU WHEN A NEW BABY GOES BY, WHEN I TAKE THE CLEAN CLOSE OUT OF THE DRY,WHEN THE ROSE'S GROW IN MY GARDEN, I WILL SEE YOU, AND SMELL YOU IN ALL I DO!!!!
GODNIGHT SWEETIE LOVE YA!!!!
MOMMY
X-O-X-O

Theresa Mommy to Kristin (Mom)
June 29, 2007, 12:00 am

Precious Grandaughter

Beautiful Kristin-I write to you today to tell you how much I love you and miss you. Your Mom and I had such great plans for you. The nursery was decorated in a wonderful teal color. Your crib was gorgeous. We were very much prepared for life with you. Something went wrong and you were taken away from us in a split second, without any warning. Yes the pain was undescribable for your Mom, me and your family waiting for you. There was a delay in your Mom's care and you were taken away.
When I saw your face, my heart melted. Such a beautiful, angelic face. The light shined like a halo around your head and picked up the light tints in your dark hair. The hardest thing I have ever had to do was walk away, but your Mom needed me. As you can hear, we both miss you so much.
My heart is filled with love for you every day. Since I know you are in a better place and that God is watching over you is the only way I can manage your loss. Love Grandma

Cynthia Anne Lawrence (Proud Grandmother) June 28, 2007, 12:00 am

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